Thank You

May 11th, 2013

I wanted to thank everyone who came to the celebration service for Christina and to all those who were there in spirit. It gives me joy that so many friends and family love her.

Thank you! Thank you!

If you would like to see the slideshow video of her life, please let me know, I can send you the link.

This is not the end, it is just the beginning, she is more alive than we are now. She is in the presence of our God with a new perfected body, no aches, no pains, and all joy. I know I will see her again when I am transformed and am called home. I know she will want to see you too, knowing Jesus and receiving Him into your heart will allow you to see Christina and her smile again.

Sad News

May 11th, 2013

Sorry I’m always so slow posting news on here.

Christina was the bravest fighter, full of faith and strength from God. She left her old body on April 30th and went to receive her new body from our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. She is much more alive now, in the presence of God, without pain, suffering or tears.

We will be having a celebration of Christina’s life on May 11th at 1pm at our church. We will have a memorial service then reception with her favorite coffee and deserts.

All of her family and friends are welcome to come and share in the celebration of Christina’s life and her wonderful effect she had on us.

In lieu of flowers, please donate to any of her favorite charities.

Hope International – http://www.hopeinternational.org/
Far Reaching Ministry – http://frmusa.org/
Father Joe’s – http://my.neighbor.org/

Thank you!!

Hospice

April 21st, 2013

Christina started hospice care two weeks ago. Sorry for not posting an update about this earlier, but it been hectic as you can imagine. We are going through The Elizabeth Hospice, they have been very nice and since we have met our deductible everything is cover at 100%. What’s cool about The Elizabeth Hospice is that they are a non-profit, so everything would have been covered by them even if our insurance didn’t. So thank you God for helping us find them. And thank you to all our friends and family who has helped us with so much, bringing meals and being good company.

We started hospice because Christina’s condition was not getting any better even with the Avastin treatments. She was getting a lot of bruises and being stuck with needles a lot and she was just getting really tired of it. The treatment did slow the growth of the second tumor, but we think that it is not enough. Christina’s left side was still getting worse, it’s getting weaker and weaker. All of this put together is what led us to decide that it’s time for hospice care.

In the two weeks since, her left side is pretty much paralyzed, even her left hand doesn’t seem to work anymore. In the last few days, her right side seems to be getting weaker as well, probably from overuse and the tumor. In the past two days, she seems to be drowsy most of the time and is napping in between her meals. And she has a hard time staying awake in the morning when getting ready to go outside to the living room.

She knows that this is just a temporary body and that we will have a perfect body when we meet Jesus. I’m secretly praying for a miraculous complete recovery, the kind that only God can do, but that’s just me being selfish. She would rather be in the presence of our Lord and I don’t blame her, I would too. That’s my other not so secret prayer, that Jesus would come quickly and for the rapture to happen. But let His will be done, not mine.

All this talk of dying and of Heaven can be depressing, but it really isn’t if your hope lies with Jesus. He said that He “is the way, the truth and the life.” I know that through Him, I will be in Heaven right next to Christina when we meet Jesus face to face. That will be the beginning of a joyous life in eternity with our God.

14 “Let not your heart be troubled; you believe in God, believe also in Me. 2 In My Father’s house are many mansions; if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you. 3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also. 4 And where I go you know, and the way you know.”

5 Thomas said to Him, “Lord, we do not know where You are going, and how can we know the way?”

6 Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.

John 14:1-6

You, me, Christina; We can all be together again with a body that will not decay or die, we can have it through faith and trust in Jesus Christ our Savior.

Update Feb 2013

February 7th, 2013

The doctor said there is some swelling there. But he doesn’t know if it more tumor or if it’s fluids. We have to wait for another MRI to see what’s going on. We have one scheduled this Saturday. He strongly suggested another chemo called Avastin, which is an IV chemo. I think she is going to try that for a bit while we pursue alternative and adjunctive treatments.

She has lots of headaches all day long and isn’t able to do much besides walking with me when I walk the dogs and checking emails. So, she is cognitively able to do stuff, it’s just her body stopping her.

I’m doing okay, a little tired and sometimes frustrated, but I am getting a lot of help from her mom and some friends and people from church are bringing us meals every couple of days. So, that is a blessing.

Thank you again for everyone’s prayers!

Post Surgery… Part 2

January 16th, 2013

Thank you for everyone’s support.

Christina is still in the ICU, they are keeping her here because she was still very weak on the left side of her body and was out of it for the last two days. She is getting stronger and was awake and alert a few times today, hopefully we can move to another unit tomorrow and discharged some time this week.

Recurrence

January 14th, 2013

Just a quick note to update everybody on Christina’s condition and the whole story behind another tumor that she went in for surgery today.

The last MRI from November show a new small spot, the doctors and we were not too concerned about it that much since it was small and we were discussing a different kind of treatment.  He suggested some trials and another chemo, CCNU.  We were thinking about alternative treatment and natural healing methods.  We did a PET scan to see what the new spot really is, but that scan came back inconclusive since it wasn’t the right kind of PET scan.

We met with the doctor last Tuesday for more followup and had to schedule another MRI to see what is going on.  The next day, Christina started to get weak kneed and nausea with vomiting.  She seemed to lagged and had delayed responses since the weekend before, but then it just started to get worse fast.  The doctor suggested we go to the ER the get the MRI right away instead of waiting for the scheduled one.

So, six weeks later, this MRI showed that the new spot has grown substantially and we had to act faster now.  They recommended surgery and Avastin, a more aggressive type of chemo.

She had the surgery today, went in around noon and finished around 4pm.  We are in the ICU right now, she is sleeping and recovering.  The doctor said they took out about 70% of it.  We will have to talk with the oncologist on our next steps, but right now we are just letting her recover from the surgery and the anesthesia.

All your thoughts and prayers are welcomed and very much appreciated.

 

What Do I Know of Holy?

August 8th, 2012

“And why do you look at the speck in your brother’s eye, but do not consider the plank in your own eye? Or how can you say to your brother, ‘Let me remove the speck from your eye’; and look, a plank is in your own eye?”

 (Matthew 7:3-4)

http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Matthew%207&version=NKJV

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This is something I’ve been reflecting on a lot lately. Probably in a slightly different way than it’s being applied in this parable, but I think it still applies. I want to share with all my loved ones and the people around me the wonderful truths God is teaching me through his word and what he is doing in my life. And I want to be obedient to God and share these truths that I’m learning and not keep them to myself. Especially when I see someone who might ALSO benefit from them. But most of time I’m so self-conscious about appearing to think I know it all or maybe even foolishly thinking that without realizing it, that I struggle with sharing openly. I know I’ve said things that have been pious and hurtful before, and I praise God for his grace, and am thankful to the people who’ve forgiven me for my words. And I know I’ll probably mess up again.
So I’d like ask that you’d all pray for me to be truly humble and contrite before God and those I’ve hurt, and to be a better servant.

I heard this song on the radio today and wanted to share with you. It has a similar sentiment.
 
“What Do I Know of Holy,” by Addison Road

http://www.songlyrics.com/addison-road/what-do-i-know-of-holy-lyrics/

 Love you guys!!! God Bless.

John 13 & Dr. Henry Halley

July 21st, 2012

Hi Everyone :-D

I was reading John 13, and went to “Halley’s Bible Handbook,” to see if I could find some insight on a Judas being the “son of Simon.” Sadly, I haven’t found anything about that yet :-((; but, Dr. Halley did make an excellent point in that section of his book and I wanted to share it with everyone.

In chapter 13 of the gospel of John, Jesus and His apostles are gathered together to celebrate the passover. Even though Jesus has repeatedly stated that he was going to be crucified, his disciples still thought he was speaking in parables and were expecting him to establish a world empire with him on the throne at any time. In an effort to make things clear for them, Jesus removes his outer garments, gets on his hands and knees and washes their feet; the “menial service of a slave, to burn into their minds that he had been called to SERVE, not to RULE.”

I thought that was extremely profound. I’ve read and heard this story so many times that I almost gloss over it; but it’s so important. As humans, we want to be the “best.” We spend our lives wanting to be the top of our class, the most popular, the most attractive, the wealthiest, the most powerful the “victor”….etc. And God keeps telling us that he looks for the meek and the lowly to do the “real work”, and that he’ll make them into a “real victor”; that the first will be the last, and the last will be the first. He tells us to put others needs before our own.

It’s the opposite of what we want to do. But it’s always the right thing to do…

Lord help us to submit to your wisdom and to love like you do. :worship:

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http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=JOHN%2013&version=NKJV

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John 3

July 6th, 2012

Hi Everyone,

I hope this blog finds you well. I was reflecting on how God used the law and the old covenant to teach us how we needed to be saved from our own depravity.

God’s been giving me a lot of opportunity to share Jesus with the people around me and blessing me with some great encouragement as well. I’ve also been encountering the typical attacks, rejection and arguments that we face when approaching someone with the gospel. Many people don’t want to hear it, are unwilling or uninterested in discussing spirituality at all or are just burnt out on Jesus because they’ve had so many people try to shove Him down their throats.

I don’t want to be one of those people, so I’ve been seeking the Lord and asking for help to share his Love and free gift of forgiveness without ruining with the junk that people ruin it with.

The best way I can think to do that is to stay in prayer and keep reading the Bible. In John 3 (An obvious place to end up), Jesus tells us pretty clearly what the plan is and why. Take a look at the link if you want more information. But basically, if we’re honest with ourselves, we like to do bad things. We’re selfish, self-absorbed, petty, materialistic, vain, greedy etc. Jesus came to reveal that truth to us and we can either pretend that those traits are ‘okay’ because everyone else is like that, or accept that they’re flaws in our society and we’re incapable on our own to overcome it. But God, Jesus, has the Love for us and has already overcome the world.

John 3 http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=john%203&version=NKJV

There was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a ruler of the Jews. This man came to Jesus by night and said to Him, “Rabbi, we know that You are a teacher come from God; for no one can do these signs that You do unless God is with him.”

Jesus answered and said to him, “Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.”

Nicodemus said to Him, “How can a man be born when he is old? Can he enter a second time into his mother’s womb and be born?”

Jesus answered, “Most assuredly, I say to you, unless one is born of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit. Do not marvel that I said to you, ‘You must be born again.’ The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear the sound of it, but cannot tell where it comes from and where it goes. So is everyone who is born of the Spirit.”

Nicodemus answered and said to Him, “How can these things be?”

Jesus answered and said to him, “Are you the teacher of Israel, and do not know these things? Most assuredly, I say to you, We speak what We know and testify what We have seen, and you do not receive Our witness. If I have told you earthly things and you do not believe, how will you believe if I tell you heavenly things? No one has ascended to heaven but He who came down from heaven, that is, the Son of Man who is in heaven. And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have eternal life. For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but that the world through Him might be saved.

“He who believes in Him is not condemned; but he who does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only begotten Son of God. And this is the condemnation, that the light has come into the world, and men loved darkness rather than light, because their deeds were evil. For everyone practicing evil hates the light and does not come to the light, lest his deeds should be exposed. But he who does the truth comes to the light, that his deeds may be clearly seen, that they have been done in God.”

 

 

 

Christina is doing better!!

June 12th, 2012

Hi All… Christina is home and doing better. Her body has been through so much that it hurts much of the time. She wants to DO more but she is limited. Bless her heart… it has not been an easy road. But I am in awe of her grace and determination through all this.

Thank you all for your love, care & support. We feel soooo loved by you!

It’s late and I’m getting very sleepy but I’ll say goodnight with this:

Psalm 63:3

Because Your love is better than life,

my lips will glorify You!

Peace, Deborah :peace: